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精髓0 吃喝币147 拜访TA的空间加挚友用道具 《jealous guy》 。爱好上这首歌已经很久，依稀记得多少年前还曾捉起笔来以此为题表过一段，那时之我绝对现在还要苍白孱弱得多。草草将歌词与歌名键入网络搜寻条内，便自认为懂了john lennon的心。是的，嫉妒的家伙，按搜索引擎上直译过来的释义也能说的从前。爱总是嫉妒，猜忌的，自古如斯，好似无可辩论。
持续几个阴郁的日子过去，心境总是应景有些没因由的凄苦。久未谋面的胃疼也来了个小别胜新婚。固执的想要抗过去，终是败了下来，认怂了。诚实在家养着吧。谁都是都是娘生的，不论是金刚狼还是异形。已是深冬，天黑未深屋内便很黑了。关上灯，此时我不愿处于光亮之下。光给人暖和，但径自裸露于灯下更显得到处空阔。黑暗或许才是孤独最好的搭档。那种包裹感虽是冰冷，却是隽永的交付。带上耳塞，将《jealous guy》设成单曲重播，再细细品读歌词。匆匆生出些怀疑来，总是按通常所指的懂得有点错误味儿。登上网路，开了好几个搜索引擎，都是相同：“嫉妒的男人，吃醋的家伙。”众口也均表如是，但旋律淡淡，却不像是辩护，而更是带着浅浅哀伤的叙述表白，I'm just a jealous guy，I'm just a jealous guy。打开英汉词典，释义如下：
      jealous形容词 adj.
1.忌妒的, 猜疑的
Othello was a jealous husband.
奥赛罗是位嫉妒心重的丈夫。
2.妒羡的; 爱慕的
I'm very jealous of your new job.
我很羡慕你的这个新工作。
3.精心守护的, 珍惜的
He is jealous of his wife
他爱护他太太。
心里一片释然，谅解我也曾误读了你，john。直到当初我终于知道你想要说的到底是什么。或许咱们都这样，怅惘已逝去，茫然于未至。
对我来说，有一种奢享：封闭电话，堵截网络。让灵魂跟着一部完全的协奏曲浪荡起来。低婉回转的第二乐章慢板与温顺雅致且略带朴拙的第三乐章小步舞曲总能让我痴迷到无奈本人。我想，也许灵魂毕竟仍是个贪杯的家伙，一旦赶上能让之陶醉的美，便再也迈不开脚步前行。就如一只落单的蜜蜂，缭绕那未然被采撷一空的干瘪花蕊自顾自表演着低劣的8字舞步，当壮丽的华彩悄悄洽入之时，也浑然不晓了。
从容二字，要做到还真难呐，越来越深入地体会到这个情理。往往试图让所有趋于完善，若然无痕。但老是弄巧反拙搞来一片散乱，单独面对崩塌之后的瓦砾残垣，目瞪口呆不知所措。当john在大野洋子耳畔微微吟唱这首歌的时候，他从容么？洋子又领会的么？john分开已经很久良久了，洋子依然漂亮并健康的活着。我想，不是我想，我祝愿洋子不会孤单，也不会徘徊。我信任，实在john从未离开，他始终在守候着洋子的，他们彼此都知道，不孤独。
缄默地珍爱与守护，也是发光的品德。在光明之下或者黯然无光，若是将之置于黑私下，带来的却是耀目标盼望，晓得他在那里，我想，那就够了。

曲名：Jealous guy
歌手：John Lennon
专辑：Imagine
I was dreaming of the past
And my heart was beating fast
I began to lose control
I began to lose control
I didn't mean to hurt you
I'm sorry that I made you cry
Oh no, I didn't want to hurt you
I'm just a jealous guy
I was feeling insecure
You might not love me anymore
I was shivering inside
I was shivering inside
I didn't mean to hurt you
I'm sorry that I made you cry
Oh no, I didn't want to hurt you
I'm just a jealous guy
(music,whistling)
I didn't mean to hurt you
I'm sorry that I made you cry
Oh no, I didn't want to hurt you
I'm just a jealous guy
I was trying to catch your eyes
Thought that you was trying to hide
I was swallowing my pain
I was swallowing my pain
I didn't mean to hurt you
I'm sorry that I made you cry
Oh no, I didn't want to hurt you
I'm just a jealous guy, watch out
I'm just a jealous guy, look out babe
I'm just a jealous guy